Author: Risa

LLG: Learned about Design Thinking and the methodology of problem solving. Learned that at the end of the day my strongest skill is to actively listen to people and their stories. By listening, I make them be heard, understood, and cared for. Another thing I learned is a pet peeve: people who say yea as a response to when you’re talking. Monotone yeas are the worst. I’d rather that they nod their head.

Gratitude goes to Human Side of Tech who hosted the workshop, to asking questions, building culture, exploring options, and understanding myself.

Uno

Had an epiphany this morning while watching the blind auditions on The Voice. All these singers need one judge to turn their chairs. Just one. Why was I thinking I need to stretch my energy out so thin to apply to multiple jobs in multiple fields? There’s only one of me, and if I find a job that I think I’d be a good fit for, then that’s enough. I only need to find the one, not twenty or thirty. I need to focus on one. Simple as that.

Day 104

Who am I? I am Lisa. I’m complicated. I’m simple in the complex. I’m the calm in the chaos. I’m not a dichotomy, but a blend.  I am present. I am observant. I am here. I see, feel, and listen. I know and I want to learn more. I want to explore. I want to discover. I want to be in the midst of the action.  I want to be in the next chapter of my life.  I am ready.

Day 105

Who am I? 

I am fun. I’m adventurous. I like being with my friends. I love hugs. Doesn’t matter who you are. Hugs are best when you know, understand, and feel great emotion towards that person, but regardless of who or what you are hugging, you’ll end up with a sense of comfort, warmth, and tranquility.  It’s this unexplainable feeling that I love.  You simply know it when you feel it.  This happens sobremesa too.  That energy around me when I’m surrounded by amazing smelling food and loud conversations.  It can be with one person, or ten. It doesn’t matter as long as everyone is present and in the moment.  I like to be there for others. I like to figure out what someone else can teach me, because I’m a life long learner.  I’m a living treasure hunter– except that the treasure is inside people I meet.

Day 106

Who am I? 

I’m a person in transition. I thought I knew where I was headed, but I lost my way.  I tried to seek help along the way and noticed that this wasn’t the path I thought I was on.  I decided to stop, and take a break. I made a halt to figure out where I was headed.  I don’t know if I can say for sure where I want to be. It’s been a month since I made the decision to leave. I want to be doing something, but, what? Cooking is my hobby. Do I make my hobby my work? All I know right now is I’m fortunate to have a location to think this through without spending a dime.  I also know I can’t be here for long even though I probably can.  Where do I go? How do I decide?

LLG: Learned today how much time I wasted on FB at any given time of day.  It’s amazing what you can do when you’re not on FB.  Also learned about taking care of my real self more so than my digital self.  For the longest time, I made an effort to take care of my digital identity, but now, I feel like it’s time to polish my real identity.  Sure someone can look me up online, but what if the internet is down? How will people remember me as? What do I stand for? What kind of impression am I making on them? Learned the importance of expression of feelings.  I don’t think someone can say that they’re happy without smiling.  In all honesty, I think happy is not the adjective I’d use to describe my status.  Looking at my phone, I haven’t taken a selfie in months.  I’ll be using selfies as a way to smile more.  I’ll fake it ‘til I can make it naturally.  

Gratitude goes to Project 137, my self-awareness, my decisions, my vision board, and the movie Heidi (1993). 

LLG: Learned it’s time for me to gradually disconnect myself from FB. I won’t deactivate it just yet, but I uninstalled it from my phone. People know how to reach me. I also learned I need to find my niche. I need to narrow my selling point and run with it. Once I have that squared away, I’ll soar away. I’ve learned to ask for what I want and be open to those who I care about.

Gratitude goes to my mom’s flan, the P2P meeting, my goals, the texts I receive, and hope.

LLG: learned that I dislike bitter caramel. Learned about a new spice called fenugreek. Makes my nose tingle like no other. Worse than any chile. Learned today that there are fights I choose not to get into, despite feeling strong about the topic. I think there’s always a time and place and certainly not worth arguing over with someone under the influence.

Gratitude goes to flan, cultural stories, ability to have dinner with someone with completely different views, learning about different cuisines, and chanterelle & matsutake mushrooms.

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