LLG: learned today that I’ll never be a fan of Halloween. I don’t like to pretend, or be someone else. Yea, I get its cosplay, but still. Not my Forte. I’ll stick with being me, and perhaps opening up more to being me. Sean said I hold back a lot. I agree. Maybe next halloween I should dress up as the future me. Another thing I learned is that we can’t change unless we want to change. There’s got to be a sense of ownership. Last but not least, learned today that I need to not doubt what people say about me, especially positive things. Acceptance is hard to do, as it goes back to ownership. I need to own myself.
Grateful for friends who trust me, New Amsterdam, Instagram, messenger, and gentle reminders. We can all use a signal that let’s us know there are people who get us.